Sydney Day 45
Today I arranged 2 dates, first with a girl whom is a bit older and I met very briefly, and doesnt drink I met in a mall, a place I have realised in a different light now (malls). Basically the date just friendly and polite, I did make some small atempts to move in a better direction, while keeping her interests at heart, but that wasnt going to work. So I just let it be a pretty plutonic date, thats fine, sometimes you get these, she was 7 years older than me, and in a different place and I know this was the main reason. We still had fun regardless 🙂 yes I can enjoy a girl knowing I wont fuck her, regardless of what you fuckers around the world think.
Next date, a girl whom I have a lot of value with, met her at the opera house, already been on a date with her which got intimate, shes very very responsive over text. And tells me whats up straight away, has masters degree, very smart girl from the czech reb. Altough im not ‘in love’ with her, I appreciate her a lot. While at times she doubts this probably thinking im a player, where shes kind of right, but still I really do like her, and reassure her of this and want to prove it.
She is leaving in a couple of days, I meet her at the train station she is with her friends, go see fireworks, while very intimate with each other, we bounce off ea other so well even if some things are lost in language. Take the group out for drinks, but its good because its really just me and her, and her friends are in the background, after a few drinks, kissing, playing around. I take her away from her friends, goto rooftop bar which I have taken quite a few girls to in kings cross, just such a nice place. Here we get drinks, she offers to pay, but its her last night in australia, so I pay, like I said im proving to her she is special.
We speak to another couple while taking photos, they offer to help us take more, then the girl talks to me and the guy talks to my czech girl…. When the girl starts touching me it makes me very aware, and all I want to do is spend time with my czech girl, so I am polite, and put my attention back to her. And they leave, not sure what they were doing haha, we have a wonderful time. She comes to my house, we spend hours together, shes on her Period, but it all happens anyway, but I never forced it, just showed her I was cool either way, as long as I was with her.
I dropped her off at bus stop, hung out for ages, promised her I would take her to the airport tomorrow, and I was sticking to that decision, she is a very special smart girl. Actually there are some things she said that prove she is switched on, she said I know why you were at the opera house, girls there have nothing to do, and are bored, and thats where I met her. Shes so right, but I wanted to make her feel special and this does the opposite, so while congratulating, her smartness and insight, I made her feel like the only girl and at the time this was her, the only girl I didn’t give a fuck about any other girl, I would turn down any girl while with her. There are other things she picked up on that no other girl or most wouldnt know, at its so nice to see a girl thats switched on, its funny so many girls are smart, but its almost like they dumb themselves down cause they feel like guys dont like that, NOT TRUE, FUCK THAT.
