4 Week Natural Program Journal – Day 12
Got woken up early by host, got my stuff out, and chilled at hq for a bit before checking into the hostel im staying at, in kings cross. They almost didn’t let me in cause its an international only hostel…. But they let it slide, I was staying in a 4 bed dorm, one German guy, and 2 English girls have yet to meet. Went to do some daygame, with another student. On the way number closed a brazillian girl on the way to the train. Next Talked to a girl for like an hour meeting her mum, she was from turkey but more greekish, super nice girl.
I got a message from the girl I met whom was with a friend and I brang a friend, which didn’t go very well. She said it was her last night here in sydney, I assumed well couldn’t of gone that bad if shes texting me. So I offered to meet her for her final night here. I did some approaches before I met her at opera bar. I got us both a drink, shes a very enthusiastic charasmatic girl from California, has a very interesting posh accent, shes also an actress/singer. I told myself before I met her, it wasnt a date, I was just hanging with her showing her a good time. I kind of knew/expected nothing would happen or be sexual at all. I was hungry so she came and watched me eat. We were bouncing off each other a lot, we got german food, her background is austrian, so we talked about the holy roman empire, so interesting, smart lady.
At one point I took her hand, and she firmly tightened her hand. Shit I was actually nervous, I did no expect this, she was looking straight at me with intent. I was silent and looking straight back at her, she smiled. Well damn looks good, After we finished the food, we walked around, we were kissing a lot, talking about very smart things. I didnt want to push the pull, and the more I noticed the more I realised she just wanted to spend the last night by the river. She did not want to leave this place. It was her last night, not mine, so its her wish, I just can only make it a best night I can. Plus I live in a hostel now…. and she sleeps on couch at parents hotel room. None the less, it was pretty damn over sexual, considering we were in public, hand up her dress. Her rubbing my chest hair, while sitting down on me facing me, putting pressure from her groin to mine. Right where everyone was walking past.
It would swap between deep conversation, and very intimate seductive sexual silent moments. She told me, I was only her 3rd kiss of her life, and shes a virgin, well damn I could see how special she thought this was, and I could feel it too. Shes 23 aswell, and so charismatic, genuine, elegant, holds her self very well and tall and attractive, so mind blown…. I had been hard for a while now, and knew Id get blue balls very soon. So I made an attempt to fuck her, took her to where people werent walking past, got her on top of me, she was wearing dress so that was easy. Seemed like it was gonna happen actually, but some people walked past and made her uncomfortable, while I had my hand up her dress while she was on top of me.
After a bit I walked her to her hotel room, where we chatted out the front for a while, she told me she doesn’t have facebook or instagram, but expects me to write to her over email and read her blog. We took some photos, and she will send them to me via email. After this I got a taxi to the hostel, and damn a girl I was expecting nothing from, this was a well welcomed experience. Bradicus out
