Sydney Day 54

Today I moved out of the appartment with Frenchie, he is moving in with a Swedish lady ;). So I am swapping to a hostel, I organised 3 dates for today, which may have been a little ambitious, 2 of them were toilet pulls actually which is surprising considering. When I got to the hostel, I spoke to 2 german girls, very cute. Wasnt long before I headed to the first date, the girl was so dtf, this was the toilet pull from the ivy. She wanted me to take her to my house, but seeing as I just moved into a hostel today this was probably not happening.

Instead I took her for a drink to a bar, in the pool room, the same place I got awarded my polo shirt, and got her to give me head under the table haha. People kind of walked past, and it was getting weird, so I took her to world bar where there was a mixed toilet, and just did the dead there. Shame as soon as I move out is only time she is free. Got the train a bit with her on way to my next date, I dont think im seeing this girl again to be honest, it was just too dirty for me to want to see her again.

I had to go a bit out of my way to see the next girl, but if any girl is worth it, it is her. The girl with a boyfriend, not really sure if its her boyfriend but she did say he is, but on another occasion she said they were seeing each other, and he doesnt live in the same city. I went to meet up with her in her area, she turned up late, so she bought me a drink so nice of her. She smelt so nice, like last time, brought back all the lovely feelings and things I thought about her. Shes so elegant, eloquent, classy, stylish, softly but yet well spoken, well put together and open, but at the same time shes had a rough past. So there is a lot to her, and I appreciate every drop of it. We got to know each other even better on this date, I didnt really try to escalate this time. I just really wanna get to know her, and to be honest Id love to be with a girl like this, but she is with someone, so Id have to be 100 percent sure before I did it, and obviously I dont know her well enough yet, but I want to see.

I got the next drink, we spent like just under 2 hours together, we kind of agreed to see each other the next day, but it was iffy, but it didnt end up happening, she agreed to see me again, but I havent made the effort to make plans with her again, maybe this is a mistake, I really want to see her, but her somewhat unavailable situation is holding me back. But at the same time, there is tension between us, and she has to know this, so im assuming she must of at least given thought to the idea, and kind of looked at it positively as she has come and met me twice and still seems positive about it, I just dont know how im gonna move it forward.

I then went to meet another girl, a girl I met at world bar, another toilet pull. This girl was more comfortable with me, we spend a bit of time together, and she was pretty hooked on me. We hung out for a bit, got some drinks, got some food, which I got her to pay for, not sure if this was a mistake… We didnt hang out for too long, as she needed to get home, but it was a positive time we spent together, and there was no reason she would drop contact with me after this… But guess what shes not replying now, who knows…. Makes no sense to me…

After this I went back to my hostel, where I met a new english guy, and spoke to the german girls in the room more, one was really, cute and they were were leaving tomorrow, so I tried to get them out tonight!! With no luck, but the english guy came out with me. We first went to scubar for a bit, and he got to see me cold approaching, which felt weird for me, cause he obviously wasnt comfortable with it, and I didnt want to upset people in my hostel.

We then went to side bar, which was better, but still was meh, I was talking to some girls, then he got bored and left, I was gonna leave soon. But before I left, a blonde girl looked at me, and she was pretty. Of course and went and talked to her, turns out we were texting each other, and we met at ivy, I was drunk this night and didnt remember her well. Also in my phone she didnt even have a name saved, she was an empty number, which I never let happen, unless im drunk. Anyhow I must of made enough of an impression cause she was talking to me.

Since I wanted to leave early, I just escalated quick on her, and she pushed away most of my escalation including trying to kiss her. But there was something that was positive about this, she wasn’t walking away, rather it seemed like she decided to hang with me, and I saw none of her friends in sight…. So I decided fuck it ill stay and get to know her. We both got a drink, I didnt have enough money to buy myself a drink, so she bought a drink for herself. And someone forgot to take their drinks from the bar, so we stole them ahaha.

We sat down, and slowly she became more compliant, and eventually I was kissing her, and there were no friends in sight, this is just a huge green light… She lives in the hostel upstairs which is a problem cause she can just leave at any time, but this mostly happens cause the friends leave and its easy for the girls to leave with their friends, but where were her friends? EXACTLY GOOD, pretty sure if they were here she didnt care much about them or vice versa. She was keen on the idea of going somewhere else, so I took her outside, and walked her to a cool area on uni campus nearby, where we sat. I escalated further, rubbing my hand down her thigh by her crotch, but not going too far as there were people around, just getting her super aroused. She was still down to spent time together.

We walked to darling harbour, on the way, kissing grabbing her ass crotch etc. When we got there, I found a somewhat secluded area, and turned the switch, Kissing a lot, pulling her hair, starting rubbing her a lot. Got her to give me head, and had some public sex. Not ideal, but had to be done as im at a hostel… It got late and I walked her partially home, she seemed grumpy at the end, I can tell she probably felt guilty, and well she didnt text back so makes senses haha. Or maybe she never got home safely :(…