Sydney Day 64
In the morning I met the english girl from 3 days ago, the classy one, while with her I bumped into the english girl I pulled last night, and well… It was really awkward considering they had met before, but the girl I was hanging out with now had no idea something happened with the girl from last night, but the other girl did, and well she didn’t like it… Anyway this is getting confusing and I understand that, all the girls are english at the moment im writing.
After this I hung out with a really special girl, the one with a boyfriend, I last saw and got drinks with around her area. We had a really good time, we went and got food, then sat down, appreciated each other, meditated. Spoke really deeply, then went and got drinks, and I kissed her…. She didnt like it, after all she had a boyfriend, I said to her I would understand if she didnt talk to me again since I kissed her, she said it was ok… And guess what the next time I messaged her she said “you should not have kissed me”. Maybe I shouldnt Of said that to her, cause it was in the frame I did something wrong, but I was just trying to look out for her… But still kissed her maybe it was wrong thing to do, but it happened. Out of all the girls I met in Sydney this one is one of the most special ones, I should of stayed friends with her for longer but I was leaving and rushed it, she had no idea I was leaving, maybe I should have told her sooner… None the less I really appreciate the time I had with her regardless 😉
Later on I was trashed and so tried, but it was ivy night tonight, I was going to skip it, but headed out anyway, despite not sleeping last night due to the english girl coming over, and not catching up on sleep at all…. Went to ivy, so tired, talked to girls, so cute, but all I could think about was sleeping. I kissed a really cute danish girl, but once again I was too tired and just let her go, never saw her again… I left quite early tonight, which was a shame as it turns out it was my last real last night out here.
